MY SABRINA ADIA
That was the name that i chose looong before i got married. adia was taken from sarah mclachlan's song title ADIA. it sounded nice so i kinda "chop" it when i told my dear friend ct about it. And in addition to that, while i was doing my teaching practical somewhere in Beranang in 1996-1997, there was this girl, Nuradya Bt. Nik Mat. she was the brightest girl in the class, so apa lagi, adia was actually stuck in my mind like forever! Later, i found out ADIA derived from an African name which carries the meaning "the gift".
She was born on 9th June 2000 at 7.32 p.m after much complications ( i ain't complaining ya). from that moment on, i got myself ADIA. Only God knows how much i love her and i'm kinda wondering whether she realises that i love her dearly.. She's 8 now and being the only child in my life, i would do anything for her, i would kill for her! i pray for her health and for her safety.. Ya Allah, do not let anything bad happen to my precious...
She always complaints that i'm a strict mum, more garang compared to her dad. once she said that mak garang infinity! well, i know i am but can't help it. i believe that that would make her strong. i always emphasis that if i scold her there must be something wrong that she does. i'm kinda instil that in her mind...i do not know whether i'm doing the right thing but i sure am trying really hard to be a good mum.
This morning before going out to work, she asked me if she could eat something for breakfast, i think it was a red bean bun and i said yes. come to think of it, she didn't have to ask permission to EAT! That makes me sick in my stomach! My daughter is asking for permission to take her breakfast and what does that show you? She's scared of me! I do not want my daughter to feel that way!Sorry Adia, mak will try to treat you better in the future...
That was the name that i chose looong before i got married. adia was taken from sarah mclachlan's song title ADIA. it sounded nice so i kinda "chop" it when i told my dear friend ct about it. And in addition to that, while i was doing my teaching practical somewhere in Beranang in 1996-1997, there was this girl, Nuradya Bt. Nik Mat. she was the brightest girl in the class, so apa lagi, adia was actually stuck in my mind like forever! Later, i found out ADIA derived from an African name which carries the meaning "the gift".
She was born on 9th June 2000 at 7.32 p.m after much complications ( i ain't complaining ya). from that moment on, i got myself ADIA. Only God knows how much i love her and i'm kinda wondering whether she realises that i love her dearly.. She's 8 now and being the only child in my life, i would do anything for her, i would kill for her! i pray for her health and for her safety.. Ya Allah, do not let anything bad happen to my precious...
She always complaints that i'm a strict mum, more garang compared to her dad. once she said that mak garang infinity! well, i know i am but can't help it. i believe that that would make her strong. i always emphasis that if i scold her there must be something wrong that she does. i'm kinda instil that in her mind...i do not know whether i'm doing the right thing but i sure am trying really hard to be a good mum.
This morning before going out to work, she asked me if she could eat something for breakfast, i think it was a red bean bun and i said yes. come to think of it, she didn't have to ask permission to EAT! That makes me sick in my stomach! My daughter is asking for permission to take her breakfast and what does that show you? She's scared of me! I do not want my daughter to feel that way!Sorry Adia, mak will try to treat you better in the future...
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