2009's Resolutions

Starting this new year I promise :

1. to be more organized

2. not to procrastinate

3. to sleep less.. huu..huu..

4. to spend 20 mins....no, 10 mins on my treadmill, 3 times a week

5. to go back to Alor Star as frequent as I can

6. to perform my prayers on time ( this should come first actually!)

7. not to whine over small things

8. to be more patient with people around me

9. to eat more veggie and less chicken

10. to make love not war!


Possible? Only time will tell ... hee...he...

Sunday

It has been a while since I last posted my entry in the blog. No. not busy but lazy! Anyway, just came back from Alor Setar visiting my parents and spent 2 nights there with them. Nothing much to be told as things are as usual. Watched Mawi and Ekin tied the knot on tv. Rizal kutuked them but I don't care. Mawi has the right to choose his bride and he chose Ekin. Ok la. He calls me fanatik Mawi and I just don't care..hee...he... Lantak ler, jealous la tu!

This 26th December we'll be going to KL as he has to attend this school reunion on the 27th. Taking the chance to do a year end shopping with my sister (and to spend my duit bonus jgk) and also have promised Adia to go to Aquaria la Petrosains la. I'm thinking of going back to Bangi ( down memory lane la konon) but can't do that due to time constraint.

I had my dinner outside just now. Had myself a bowl of moi sup that turned out to be tasteless and watery with bits of chicken and a pinch of chilli powder. It's RM3 per bowl. Mahainya..But it's okay since I felt full too.

Today was a productive day as I went to Adia's school to purchase her exercise books and sports attire ( need to change the size every year.. hee.....hee... anak mak-kembang!) and went to her WKE to pay for her transit fees for January 2009. Everthing was settled. I can sleep well tonight ;)

Not to sound bitter but....

Don't u know that everything happens for a reason and Allah knows what's the best for us. Lately, I've been bombarded with questions of "pasai apa anak sorang?", " la.. sorang ja anak?" etc.
Arrrggghhhh.. tension!! First, I managed to keep calm and answered "tak dak rezeki lagi" but after a while, I tend to lose it man!

What am I suppose to tell them? It's not within my power to actually get another child. Only God knows I try. I really am trying but still to no avail. I'm extremely happy with one child right now and having another one would be a blessing and I am grateful. But it's difficult to shut people's mouth. True, they have the right to say anything but they DO NOT have the right to hurt my feelings....

It hurts more when all the remarks come from relatives from both sides, mine and his. The "best" would come from a cousin of his, at their grandma's funeral! "Awat slow sangat?" What kind of person is that? Ok. She has 4 beautiful kids and good for her but she doesn't have to make that kind of statement or something like that.

People would never believe that I actually come from a family of 12! And I'm no.12. Guess, I am not like my mom. Fertile!

Just gimme an idea or two on how to face this kind of people as I'm already losing it.....