100

Today marks 100 days mak passed away. It seems that the grief is here to stay. Everyday, it's kinda a must for me to weep, quietly. I usually cry in my car on my way to school. I won't cry in front of people as they might say "tak habis lagi sedih tu". People can convey their sympathy and thank you for that but the grief is really overwhelming. I miss her soooo much..... I can't pick up the phone and talk to her anymore, I won't be able to hug and kiss her pipi labuh anymore..... and I miss doing those things. It's no fun going back to Alor Setar anymore. She's not there...

Amarah nih!

Ok, I need to let this out....................

I know la your have a position in the school, banyak rendah than pengetua..yes... you are one of the admin people.

Fine la kan but we still have to cooperate and you have to show that you are not bias when it comes to work.

If it is your friends, you let them go and close your eyes as if nothing happens. You will definitely try to cover to the extend where you would lie for them

BUT if it is one of us, heboh satu dunia!!!

Get a life lady, I'm in the verge of using foul language now!!

This is one of MANY reasons I do not want to work anymore

Memang FRENCH CONNECTION betui la pompuan ni!!!!

Senyuman di bibir

Kucing pun pandai senyum

In my school, there are only 6 male teachers and the rest are females. We are very2 close to the extend where we can share yellow jokes among ourselves. Usually the males would keep quiet while the females gelak terbahak2. Malu la tu. Anyway, there's this one male teacher, he's not married but baik and a bit softy. Yesterday, I stayed back to complete my work and he approached me..



" Shahida, nak cakap sikit, pasai kita dua"



" Alamak, apa dia R? Takutnya!!!( See, I was joking)"



And he told me everything.... Don't get me wrong ya. He told me that he couldn't sleep for many nights because another male teacher refused to speak to him. The reason? Well, this R had sent the teacher numerous sms asking about his day, his health and so on. I think that teacher is freaking out coz he got that from a male friend kot.



I wanted to laugh but tahan,tahan... Jaga hati kawan. R said that the last sms that he sent was " Senyuman manis dibibir, seindah budi bahasa". You see, R in not a Malay and I believe he doesn't understand the reaction that male teacher gave and I think that that male teacher thinks R is trying to hit on him kot???



So I volunteered to ask that teacher, I swore I could see a smile on R's face. So, rasa2 R slept like a baby last night!